What I learn from blogs / why I read blogs

I have been hooked to three blogs this week:

1.http://www.sayesha.blogspot.com/

I find her blogs really interesting. I started reading 2005 of her life. I see in her blogs my lost self whom I am trying to find. Her personality is mine on the inside but on the outside for the general public its very different. I was able to realize this after reading through her blogs.The more I read the more I could see the things that I have given up. I always used to tell myself “pata nahi may kab bari hoongee” = I don’t know when I will grow up/ mature”. And suddenly I realized I was making myself mature. But I dint like the feeling. It was boring. It was boring to the extent of being gloomy. I had a few horrible days because I was trying to change myself and yet was not able to accept the changed me. I cannot do that to myself. It torture. I cannot be an aunty. But its not easy being myself in this new environment. I also realized that I was not only troubled myself but also others were not at ease to say the least. People were able to sense my own unease but they dint have a clue as to what it was that made me uneasy. It was my own call and henceforth I have decided to be my very own old self the same person I was sometime ago. And her blog helped.


2.http://jebroni.blogspot.com/

I read his blog initially but too much poetry and that also urdu written in English made me drift away. Then what made me read his entire blog, right from the first post to the last. Well this post. And now I look forward to it (Apart from the urdu written in English because it takes me toomuch time to read what’s written. I plan to watch his movie “Doosra Kinara” over the weekend.

3.http://leaving1302.wordpress.com/


Now for me this is the first Pakistani blog that I like and can relate too. I see parts of myself in her too but I think that her confidence level and mature thinking is at a level up. Practicle but fun. Cute baby nadi whose stories I look forward too. Also she has a few other blogs that I really like.



Blogging is not easy. Its not that you just sit and type what ever comes to your mind. Its important that you write what ever comes to your mind properly. Lately a lot of stuff has been coming to my mind but I have just not been able to get enough time to jot it down “properly”. There was the end of Ramzan, eid announcement at 11 in the night, the mehndi, the EID itself, the dinners and the lunches! A lot has happened. All good and some not so good. But that’s life, isn’t it or is it???